Australia

17 April, 2011 (397 Days Ago)

Mother Time to clear, far away, I do not compressor know if anyone would be mother's graves add some new territory for me, the burning of paper money ... something inexplicable pain in a long time ... can not leave, no longer sleep at night! Note of this article, I miss the most pro- people - mother. - EDITORIAL Another year has clear, your mother misses you children can come to your grave? Are you thinking about your mother for your child to add some new soil, for you to burn more paper money? Far away, Did not want to see filter drier you, Did I have stopped thinking of you, Did I ever mind over and over again the memory of a little bit about you, even though very few ... ... Trance through the life of 20 years, the mother since that hastily on your left, I remembered you stranded in the 9 years old, I always remember looking in your figure, look for your period time, but in past years, only you can see a vague figure, but I have not forgotten it, because that was my only memory of you. Over the years I still keep remembering, thinking of non-stop, over and over Refrigerant again ... ... Mother Mother, so many years, I have been quietly put on your heart, surrounded by friends, have not found that I was a young child without your mother, because I never let them see the hurt in my heart, you always in my heart! When the dead of night, I was always touched my heart from time to time the injury, for your thoughts wells ... ... Sometimes I wish I knew your mother you are in heaven, right? Sometimes I always felt your mother you did not leave, just looked at me silently not far away, to then had been looked at me. Sometimes I imagine if you've been at my side, it would be great. Mother of your death, but also changed the child's life, I do not know your left to me is the wound, or a mark. Each touch will be a kind of pain for you. Incomplete gold bangles in that childhood, Every time I hear other kids Jiaoniang, that feeling Who can understand it, heartache, shame, low self-esteem ... ... has not forgotten that feeling, and even a little complaining, why do you blame your mother to leave me heartless. After several long years of quiet to do, I do not feel shame, inferiority, blame, leaving only memories and thoughts! Also know the happiness of the mother ... ... Mother, you remember that afternoon? Then you already know that away soon, you eyes closed in bed, I play in your bed, run into your hands, you hold me open my eyes to cry, you word do not say, but has been crying, I seem to know mens belt what, I cried, cried very sad, because I'm afraid you'll leave me, I'm afraid I will not be a mother's child, I'm afraid not see you anymore . Mother in this life and I could not forget the afternoon, can not forget the tears blur your face. One that afternoon, the mother the last time you hold me, my last grip your hand ... ... is that afternoon, I sobbed along the river outside the village to go a very long time, I think a lot, I still can not believe your mother you are would really leave me, I just tell myself you're just sick, will be fine! God always tease people, when I kneel on the side of your body when cold, I believe I can see you, I can not have your hugs, your tears. Mother you are so gone, I know you do not want your mother to leave, you could not bear to me, my sister and father, you could not bear to life the world over 30 years. You do not have to see beaded bracelets my children grow up and see me married and did not accompany his father to grow old together. Nine years old I felt grown up, feeling no longer a child, I feel I can take care of myself. Over the years, I, my sister and father Ke Hum's gone through a rough, back to those days, inevitably some sad, but after all along. Sister has also been a good destination now, only one less person on the wedding. Son and I began to work back and forth, and are constantly growing, just after my father's point of promise a better life. Mother all these years you all right? Long time no dream of you, all these years I can only see you in a dream, every dream you always wake up crying from a dream. Mother I'm more than half of Singapore, more than six months did not go to read you, you must always thinking about me, just after the 15 August last year, I saw you, you dream to get moon cake, I follow the winding stone steps to the heaven of your home, I saw you I started to cry, but can not see your face, you kept saying I would sit, I kept saying, mother ... I think you ... I think you ... ... I woke up from a dream to such a cry, tears wet the pillow and wake up long time can not calm down the deep thoughts of the long drops of pearl bracelet tears fall, when the rain outside the window, it is your mother You miss it ... the tears ... Mother is clear and bright, and in previous years, I was not at home outside school, my father will for me to add something new in your grave mound of soil, and this year the father working outside, children I was a thousand miles from home, not to your grave, is the child's lack of filial piety ... ... not to your grave a long time, long time no meditation with you in your grave my truth, and I do cell phone charms not know the grave of the spring plum blossoms yet? I do not know the creek is still flowing next spring ... ... Mother, you are the child's side of the day, although you did not accompany the children grow up, but you give children life; Mother, you are the child a lifetime of longing, although the memory of your little children but it is the most precious things; Mother, you are a child's soul, though this life can not see you again, but the children will take you in my heart forever! wyy